I hate that I have to admit this, but I broke my chain…so essentially today is day #1 again. The fact that I feel guilty about breaking my chain makes me feel like I’m at least moving in the right direction.
This day #1 felt much different for several reasons. First of all, since it’s not really day #1 and I have been running throughout the past week, I didn’t have the slow feeling that goes along with getting into a running groove.
Second of all, the more I get into this consistent running routine the more I become aware of what people identify as a “runner’s high.” I am becoming extremely happy from the combination of the actual chemical release of endorphins and simultaneous excitement that comes with a sense of accomplishment.
Third of all, I love the randomness that ensues while I’m running. The stream of consciousness in a runner’s mind is unbelievable. I understand why running is therapeutic. I understand why running clears your head. I understand why athletes are smarter. I understand why runners are able to focus in other aspects of their life. With a release and excuse to exercise a spontaneous stream of consciousness for an extended period of time we allow ourselves to be present in all other aspects.
Anyways, tonight while running, the two things that consumed my thoughts were the Olympics and good luck charms. Since I am still at the very early stages of training I am giving myself any excuse and any form of motivation possible to get myself out the door and to the pavement on a consistent basis. Just like the rest of the world, I have become increasingly obsessed with the Olympics. While gymnastics and swimming have been fan favorites, the onset of the track events could not have come at a better time. Seeing those women basically fly around the track and seeing those women run 26.2 miles in the amount of time that it takes me to run 13.1 really encourages me to aim higher and run faster…I may not be capable of running as fast as them, but my face isn’t going to shake on it’s own, so I sure as hell am going to try to speed it up a bit.
Another thing that I’ve noticed since the track events started is the jewelry. No one seems phased that they have necklaces bouncing around hitting them in the face while they run. I’m not a fan of things hitting me in the face, but I am a fan of good luck charms. And like I said before, I’m a fan of anything that will motivate me to keep going. So this weekend I bought a new little Pandora Sneaker Charm. While this little token may not have been necessary having it on my wrist every day is a constant reminder to get out there and mark an X on the calendar. And though it held no significance while it was sitting in the store, now that it’s on my wrist and becoming a part of my marathon quest I’m pretty sure it’s helping.
Until I’m able to run fast enough for my face to shake my little sneaker charm will shake in its place.
What I’m running to (day#1, round #2): Illmerican Blow- Kap Slap
Fueled by Endorphins 